Sometimes in life, things don’t go our way and we can’t help
but wonder if it’s just us.
For the past week, I have been trying to place an order on Fiverr
to get an e-book cover done from an artist who assured me that she could do the
kind of art that I really wanted, only for the price of five dollars. I even
showed her examples of complicated beautiful designs and she insisted she could
do one for me even better. She did not have a portfolio ready but I decided to
trust her. Everyone has to start somewhere, right?
So, I eagerly hit the order button but to my disappointment
my payment was not getting cleared. I wrote back to Fiverr and PayPal and then
finally made trips to the bank to understand what was wrong with my account and
my card. The woman told me that she was already done with the cover and I
started feeling even more frustrated.
All of a sudden, she
attached the cover that she had done for me, asking me what revisions I wanted
for it. Even though I did not download the picture because I had not paid for
it yet but just looking at the image from the thumbnail told me that it was a stock photo
with the title of my book slapped on it.
At that moment, I thanked the universe for halting me in my
steps from making a big mistake. Even though it’s just a matter of five dollars,
I would not use such a cover for my books even if they were offered for free.
I politely told the woman what I thought of her design,
apologized to her for wasting her time and left it there. I am not going back
to her again or answering her queries because she is definitely not a book
cover designer. Slapping on a title and author name on a stock photo does not
make it a book cover.
So even though, it felt like life was against me, it was
actually working for me. Oftentimes we cannot see it or even want to believe it
but life always wants to work for us, with us. It doesn’t matter where you are
in your journey at the moment, if you keep your focus and work hard, you will
make it.